...agacant...

I don't fancy people without simple manners and courtesy. I don't understand why he suddenly chose to sit alone in front, and rushing off the bus without waiting for us. WHATS THE HURRY??? Before yesterday, he wasn't like that. He used to sit with us at the back and talked and we waited for each other. I don't care if I offended him or not, cos I know I didn't. But too bad that I'm born petty and too easily angered by trivial matters. At the very least, I make an effort to wait for my friends who board the same bus as me, to alight.


I don't want to come to school every morning, feeling angry and unhappy. So I'm not going to board the same bus as him anymore, even if it means that I have to wake up especially early so that I'd board the earlier buses. And I MEAN IT!!!


And from this post of mine, I think its obvious that I'm angry.

Friday...finally...

This week is finally ending, finally. Don't know why, but I feel so tired. Maybe cos everything's in full swing liao, I really long for some good rest...not doing any homework, not studying anything, yah, I wish. Got Biochem test next week.


Yesterday's PE was hell. Yf told me that by the end of 3rd round, we would be totally exhausted. True enough, I really was exhausted. But it was so shocking to see the way she cheong during the last round. I caught up with her during the 1st 200m, but after that, people start overtaking me. After that dumb round, I really felt like fainting. My head was spinning like crazy lor. But still, I ran 2min. So total I ran 5 rounds in 2.02+1.57+1.57+1.56+2.00 mins. U tell me whether will die or not lah.


I've finally sort of "handed over" Scico stuff to Esther. I really don't expect the teachers to haunt me that frequently anymore, but appparently, I was not very right. Sigh.


So glad that Monday don't have to go to school.

Newsflash!

I set my alarm at 1.50am, but when it went off, i silenced it and continued sleeping. When I woke up, it was already past 24 min, and the score was already 1-1.


I supported France, but they lost. I was so puzzled by what Zidane did. I almost freaked out, when i saw the replay of how he butt-headed the italian player.


But I was even more disappointed when i saw him being 'awarded' the red card. That was his last match...it was such a pity. Was he crazy or what? Hand injury too painful that he was out of his mind?
Too tired? I wonder what the French would do to him when he returns at the airport.


Anyway, World Cup aside, i've got back my GP today. Didn't do well,
but luckily didn't fail overall. But so many people did so much better...sigh, nobody but myself to blame.


I slept at 5.30am this morning and woke up again at 10am. How fun it was to go to school during the afternoon!

Updates!

Today only half day...yeah!!! Went shopping and bought something for my handphone. Went to T Mall and saw the Hokkaido Fair at the atrium. Ate a double scoop ice cream - Red Bean and Green Tea for $5. It was simply ice-cream-licious. Haha, reminded me of the times in Japan, where we ate green tea ice cream for 300Y when the season then was winter. Haha. How nice.


And something quite nice...the chrome alum crystal that ZJ and I seeded during the hols grew to quite a size. And even quite nice too. Finally have something to tell Mrs Lim if she were to catch me the next time. Haha.


Now for the not so nice...lousy results of course, what else. Managed to just-pass bio, chem and physics equally terrible, but not as bad as bio. Sigh. Haven't get back maths, but I doubt it would be any better. For GP, I think I'm hopeless. Mrs Ho said that many did the technology qns, and many died on the battlefield. I'm gone for sure. How?

World Cup

It was so diasppointing. Argentina lost to Germany last night. But luckily Italy won, 3-0. Tonight, England VS Portugal. Brazil VS France.


John Terry got a yellow card at 29'.
David Beckham was substituted by Aaron Lennon at 51'.
Wayne Rooney got a red card at 61'.


Why?


I hope that England and Brazil would win. Haha.

Donations

I didn't know that asking people for donation would be so tiring. But it was fun and meaningful though.
I knew getting people to buy the CDs would be impossible, but I didn't expect the whole situation to be that bad. Its Orchard Road leh, the link being, its probably the busiest and buzziest street in Singapore...asking people for donation was bad enough, who would still dare to ask them about the CDs? But its rather funny to see their reactions though.

When you approached people for donations:

1. Some nodded their heads and walked away
2. Some rejected you right in-front
3. Some thought that you were invisible
4. Some thought that you were some kind of plague, and started running
5. Some made some remarks which you didn't understand and walked away
6. Some just stared at you blankly, etc

Haha. Not driving at anything, but I'm just listing my encounters. Oh, and there were "allies" too. Haha. I think I can really understand how those people doing flag day felt when they were being rejected. But there were really quite some generous souls who donated twice or emptied all the coins in their pockets. Commendable!

Finally

Finally. The JCT was a terrible disaster, especially the Bio paper. So what if I knew that it would be a difficult paper? It doesn't and won't make any difference. The Chem paper was a not-to-be-finished one. Didn't have time to complete, let alone check. The Physics and Maths paper were tiring and tough of course, and GP? Not meant to be passed.

Now that's everything is finally over, just keep my fingers crossed lor. KS's right- JCT is not about how you well you pass, its about how badly you fail. Haha.

Half of Last Week gone...

Ok. Today is already Wed, which means 4 more days to end of the hols. My goodness, time's really running out, and here I am still blogging about some trivial and unimportant stuff instead of mugging. I still have Chem and Bio totally untouched...and not to forget my GP homework also. No time liao lor.


Just a joke. Last nite i was recording the 9pm Channel 8 show. But somehow or other, the last part was recorded to become some Channel 5 World Cup News. The culprit? Yours truly, of course. I didn't realise I've set the channel wrongly, so this morning, my mum's 11am Channel 8 show, naturally became some Channel 5 sitcom. Haha. Blur. Ok, maybe not so funny afterall.


People who know me well may have heard this for dont know how many times, but I still must voice my anger and dissatisfaction. Its terribly dumb to have exams immediately after hols...blah blah blah. Haha. And I think the bio teachers are really cruel. They could have just set 1 qns on each topic and there we have to study for all near-20 chapters thoroughly, just to tackle that very minimal qns. Its not not-true, cos there are so few qns in a paper and so many things to be asked from all those chapters! Whatever, I don't care. If I can't finish, then I won't finish. I will not blame myself. Instead, I will blame the teachers. Haha. No lah, I won't blame anyone.


Tonight shall be the last episode for "Jewel in the Palace". Tomorrow night shall be the long-awaited "Armed Reactions IV". Yeah! Look forward to the theme song.

2 weeks gone...

Ok. Motivated by G, i shall post again. Haven't really been mugging leh, whether u choose to believe me or not. I still think its a lousy system to have exams or common tests immediately after the hols. Its really irritating to make the students feel guilty if they just idle their hols away. But too bad, despite my guilt, i've still done the latter.


Other than watching TV, going out and slacking, i really haven't done anything much. Yah, and I'm so proud to say that I'm only stuck by 1 Binomial & Poisson qns....thats because i only tried 1 qns lah. Haha. Serious. I don't fancy doing any more maths sums after being stuck at the very 1st qns. Naturally, I gave up. Maybe will try again on Mon? Maybe...


2 more weeks have past, which means 2 more weeks for revision. 4 subjects + GP...u think its do-able? Nah...

1 week gone...

Oh my goodness...1 week of hols gone and I haven't done anything constructive yet...What have I been doing all this week other than going out to school, shopping and some sports? None. Never mind, there are still 3 more weeks.


Oh and I've just seen viewed the Friendster profile of a guy in my CG...saw the many many friends he had...and the many many photos he have of himself only. Somehow he doesn't seem as popular among my CG people leh...such an irony.

SPA free

This morning had my last dose of SPA. I should have felt relaxed and 'lighter' now, but I'm not lor. All because of some dumb yeast and potato. I'm seriously very worried and uneased abt my ans, but too bad too late, whats done cannot be undone. Just hope that yeast contains catalase alright yah.


After that SPA was the PSC Psychometric test. Since I was sort of forewarned not to leak anything out, shan't say much yah, for me to know, and for some others to find out then. All I can say is those one-after-another series of tests can be quite deadly especially after your brain cells have been tortured and drained out after 1 night of SPA Revision. 314 Questions + approx 10 feedback questions and lots and lots of bubbles to shade...you try that! Oh, and for the 1st time in my life have I ever encounterd MCQs with more than 5 choices. I had 8 choices for 1 section and A-P (which makes it 10 choices) for another. Haha. No more telling.


Going back tmr morning for SCICO. Sian. You think I like to go back school? Nah. But the fact is we need to show something once school term starts again you see, its not as if I'd wish to go back during the 2nd and 3rd or 4th week of the hols yah. Its so hard to get everyone back. So what if I've done that? The lab may not be opened anyway...Whats up man?

Hols!

Today is the first day after the last day of school term. Wah, so the fast...Had a conversation with my cousin this morning, was terribly shocked to know that his school has finished teaching all the syllabus for all the subjects. Even for the options. Isn't it fast? To think we still have quite some bit of option part to teach while people can already proceed to revision once school starts. This really makes me wonder what our school's been doing...or rather what his school been doing...Never mind, lets not compare.

Sports carnival ended yesterday. Heard that Alpha was the overall champion. Isn't it sort of expected? Haha...they are always so good at all these events.

Oh yeah, I visited the Tampines Swimming Complex yesterday. Went home early yesterday, yearning for some good rest, but was dragged to swim by my sis. Not that bad actually, quite some improvements as compared to the previous layout...The slides were fun, if only they weren't in the baby pool, what a pity! Yah, I liked the mushroom and the "waterfall" too...could use some massage. Haha.

This hols...I look forward to only 2 days of going back to school and some nice bit of rest and slacking and shopping. Of course, will study for JCT, but probably not so soon. Whta's the point of studying so early when you have to study again eventually since everything will be forgotten by almost the end of the hols? I really don't believe in super-memory. Haha.

So many things...

I thought Sunday was the most perfect and fun-filled day, but I was wrong. Things happened so suddenly, it really caught me by not just surprise, but its mainly fear and shock. Its definitely very saddening to hear the news, he was so close to us, so much things to talk about. But now, no more. Saw him for almost the last time just now. Somehow I felt that the atmosphere didn't seem right. People weren't sad. Why? Not even his son lor... I really don't understand.

My mind now is simply too complicated and messy to write anymore things, though I do have a lot to say.

Things happened too fast. Hope such things never happen again.

Big Walk 06

Just came back from Big Walk with 2nd sis. It was fun, but now both my legs ache!

Anyway, the whole route was 10km, with a "turning point" at The Fullerton Hotel. Saw Yeh Hao and friends at somewhere there. We were stopped sometimes at the traffic lights by the road marshals. In a professional way, that broke our momentum. In a commoner way, those were opportunities for us to rest. It wasn't that tiring actually, cos the weather was extremely fine and you just keep walking and walking.

We reached National Stadium at 6.05am, way before road closes, started walking at 7.40am, and came back at around 9.30am. It was quite fast actually. We "paraded" past Suntec City, the Concourse, Keypoint, Esplanade, etc, on roads that are usually meant for cars and not us. Such a Poisson distribution. Haha.

Saw how the people snatched and I really mean SNATCHED for the free Anlene Yoghurt. Standing somewhere near, I was pushed many times by the yoghurt-hungry aunites and uncles. So un-glam. I mean them, not me. I don't eat yoghurt one...I hear those officials shouting to those snatchers: "Don't snatch, if you snatch, we won't give. Don't push, please queue, this is Singapore..." Precisely, this is Sinagpore, thats why people are doing that. Its only yoghurt lah. Maybe one day they can become potential snatch-thieves, since they are so pro at snatching. Haha. No offense.

Will I participate again next year? Maybe. See if there's anybody free to accompany me lor. Haha.

Last day

Thats my hand. Haha. With gloves on, thats why no fingerprints, no nothing.

3 days...over liao. Learnt a lot? Maybe. Most of the time we were doing computer stuff, like using some funny funny programs, which my PC will never install. Was kind of disappointed as I had expected more of lab work and less of computing lesson, but apparently, its the opposite.

I thought that perhaps the experience would have been more fun if more fun people had gone with me too. I'm not trying to say that guy from my CG who went with me was no fun ok, please don't anyhow infer or stuff words into my mouth, yah. Haha. He was terrible + hoggible + horrendous!

Was very grateful that my classmate collected all my stuff for me. At least my work wouldn't be like some homeless soul...Haha.

Day 2

2 days of attachment over. The 1st day was a day of socialising-with the RJ people in my team, and the 2nd day was simply a day of confusion with the TJ people. Did a lot of computer work today, which I wasn't very sure what I was doing actually. Ok lah, I think I can roughly figure out how the program works lah. Got to go home exceptionally early cos we done our work faster. I mean how slow can it get for following instructions? It could have been much earlier had Albert not restarted our program 4 times.

Got the good news that Science Inno Day was cancelled. Phew. We were rather unprepared, but ZJ doesn't share the same sentiments. Had to sell the paperweights anyway. So sad I missed the ice-cream man today. Had to wait for 2 months later liao. Huh...

Tomorrow is going to be the last day. Monday will have to go back to school. So sian. Though attachment is also not very un-sian, but its still better than going to school, at least I get to wake up later than usual. Haha.

Finally

I survived the 3 tests. I'm so tired. Want to make this sweet and short. Looking forward to attachment the next 3 days.

Made up my mind!

I have finally made up my mind. At the really very last minute before the bell rang for Chem lecture. Biochem. I didn't bluff, I really did want and consider Food Chem, in fact I still think I prefer Food Chem. But, I just don't know... most of the people in my class are taking Biochem. I don't want to be the only gal in class taking the option. The lecture was sort of a recap of some Bio stuff, but I don't think its really that easy. Its only the first lecture. Its only the beginning.

Tomorrow is GE Day. How great that the polling station is just at the void deck opposite my block, since this promises a good 'scenary'. Haha. I guess today is also the last day for he parties to publicise themselves. I'm definitely going to miss those 'happenings-what each party say', the rallies and the pick-ups with those loudspeakers and some with the candidates standing on it, driving around. Perhaps have to wait for another 5 years before I can see these things again.

Going for attachment next week for 3 days, which means I only have to attend school on Monday, since Friday is Vesak Day, which also means PhysicsTest+Chem Test+Bio Mock SPA on Monday. My goodness, how am I going to survive?

Tired.

Never have been so tired after playing badminton before. For the first time. The extra game with SH was so tough. She really made me run from one corner to another, from the front to the back. Though tiring, it was challenging. Really enjoyed the entire game, though I was almost out of stamina. Haha, crazy!!!

Just now Chem S was rather boring. No lah, its me who found it boring only lah. I was so bored that I actually took out my handphone and played games. Gee, shouldn't have done that, but too bad lah.

Gonna face a difficult decision soon...Biochemistry or Food Chemistry? I don't really like Bio, if I'd liked it, I wouldn't have thrown my pen on the floor and gave up doing my tutorial and went to sleep instead. But its so...like revision lor cos its too similar to the Bio stuff learned. Food Chem sounds and looks so attractive and appealing and interesting and YUMMY! Haha, I love food lor. So to make a decision...its really hard. Sometimes I rather not have the choice, cos I wouldn't have to worry and think so much like what I'm doing now. 1 less dilenma, why not? But isn't it so contradicting when sometimes, I actually yearn for a choice when I'm not given one?

Long weekend

Long weekend, so people claim. Not very long leh...its Monday already. Tomorrow have to go back to school again, so sian. But at least, Labour Day has managed to save me from the tough 2hr GP lesson. Haha. But how I wish Labour Day is on Tuesdays...don't have to go for PE and S Paper. Maybe next year lor...as in next year this day will fall on Tuesday, but what I'll be doing I don't really know. Definitely not having PE or S Paper.

How I spent my so called "long weekend"? Eh...don't know leh...sneezing and coughing away...is that counted? Spent most of the time clearing my tapes. Watched 'The W Files' and found the show fascinating...fascinating-ly funny, especially the 2 Scientists-Gobi & Desert. Isn't that supposed to be Gobi Desert? Anyway, its funny as they tend to complete each others' sentences. So cute. Watched the Labour Day Concert on TV, I mean...heard some nice songs. Saw the Campus Superstars.

Satisfied.